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| User: | nihilismssorad (12654827)
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| Name: | nihilismssorad |
| Birthdate: | 1985-09-16 |
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| nihilismssorad | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | "Love is Illness"
My soul it screams for you
can you not here it
my arms reach out for you
why cant you take them
my heart burns only for you
can you extinguish it
i love only to be loved by you
why cant you love me too
i long only to be held and care for
why cant it be
am i to die alone and bitter
what the hell is wrong with me
my face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut
with fear and sorrow
i no longer wish to love anything
just cut the heart right out of me
sometimes i choke on all the false love
that infects me
sometimes everything is not enough to cure
the sickness inside of me
i did it all cried black tears for you
why cant you see see
like a vampire biting my heart
suck the love right out of me
dont even care as my blood stains the floor
cannot be cleaned
you cut me out and tore me through
six feet unders the place for me
i feel it all as it sickens me
it feels like im dying inside
because of the love i gave that cant be returned
my longing for instability is a personality flaw
i trust you with respect
and you tear me down |
| Interests: | 130: a static lullaby, adult swim, afi, allele, angelina jolie, aqua teen hunger force, as i lay dying, at the drive in, atreyu, avenged sevenfold, bad religion, bam margera, bleeding through, blood has been shed, bush, cartoons, cats, chapelle show, cheese, cherry coke, chimaira, cky, coal chamber, cold, cold army, comic books, cops, crossbreed, cults, daniel lioneye, darwin's waiting room, death, deftones, down, dreamweaver, eighteen visions, endo, evergreen terrace, every time i die, fear factory, fight club, filter, flash, from autumn to ashes, funeral for a friend, girls, glassjaw, gnar kill, goth, groovenics, haggard, hardcore, hate, hatebreed, heartagrams, highlander, him, horror movies, in flames, indorphine, jedi, jersey mikes, jimmy pop, jon smith subs, kill bill, killswitch engage, kurt vonnegut, lamb of god, local music, local shows, lollipop lust kill, love metal, mindless self indulgence, movies, msi, mushroom head, music, my computer, netflix, nine inch nails, nonpoint, pantera, pennywise, pepsi, piercings, poison the well, quentin tarantino, quiznos, resident evil, revenge, scooter ward, shadows fall, sharp objects, simplekill, skindred, slayer, sleep, slipknot, spineshank, stabbing westward, star wars galaxies, static x, superjoint ritual, swords, system of a down, taproot, tattoo's, tattoos, terror, the art of balance, the beautiful mistake, the bled, the bloodhound gang, the crow, the cure, the dillinger escape plan, the dreaming, the family guy, the gimp, the left rights, the used, thrice, throwdown, tool, tub ring, unearth, ville valo, vison of disorder, web design, zao |
| Schools: | None listed |
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| Friend of: | 5: ____omgzbrittan, _breakingapart, garcia89, nihilismssorad, suzbsbkurtz |
| Account type: | Basic Account |
